
It is the day after Christmas and I am sitting here alone contemplating 2013. Wondering if it will be the same at 2012. 2012 was a hard year for me and my husband. Quite a bit if disappointment, struggles, and depression. It ended up being a year of nothing. I had no heart or desire to do anything. I didn't even plant flowers or take care of the ones that I had. If they come up next spring I will be surprised. Basically I slept, worked, then sprouted roots either on my couch or my computer chair.
I don't want to do that anymore. I look tired and feel tired.
So in the year of 2013, I am going to take a picture everyday. Of something. Anything.
I am hoping that making myself do something that I enjoy, then maybe I will start to enjoy life again.
I don't have a spectacular camera, just a Kodak Easy Share 14 mp. Someday I would like a Canon Rebel 18mp. I am sure it is not the best camera out there, but I am not a professional photographer and don't need that. I just want to take good pictures.
This is by no means is me saying that I am unhappy with my life. I love my husband very much, but both of us need to get out of the rut we are stuck in. I just want to get back to doing the things I enjoy.